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tis blog entry is for beloved angie to look at our shame n disgracful moments ..
hehh shall post more nxt time!

went to ajc 2dae..such a long journey all e way to yio chu kang..stupid interact club..got this installation where exco members go to each other installations..me n jaslin duno how to go in n where is iz..we ask this security guard n guess wad? he pointed to a like factory building nxt to him..we like so blind laa.. n we followed a guy frm RI cos we din noe where to go in..hahh he oso lost lor..err then walked such a big big round to reach the main gate..eek..then we were late somemore..whereas the other MI gurls reached earlier than us..obviously they noe where they going n headed the right way..hahh silly us..follow e RI guy..all e way to the other side of the school gate..hahh so lan bei..hahh
e video was nice..bt their deco in e lecture hall veri simple..hmm..n yet tpjc de plan until so much..but lik nth done? hahh..aniwae aft e installation..we 2 are so lost..pthers ask us abt our installation n who is the head..we so blur laa..everything duno..hahh our president shld have forced us to memorise all these details..then go there n shoot all out..hahh better than juz stamding there n laughing it across the conversation.
then went junction 8 shop. shop for interact stuff..sheesh spent so long deciding e present..n junction8 having promotion..everywhere i see $10 n then buy 1 get 1 free.. 3 for $10..2 for $20..woahh..realli tempt me sia..sobz..walked ard 2hrs.. then finally bought smth..hahh aww i realli wanted those assessories..hahh
bt a pleasant surprise came up..angie's presents arrived!! yeshh..n woah ear rings! heex so sweet of u angie!! thz thz thz..guess i was lucky tt i din buy ear-ring..heex angie uhh..still as silly..sheesh hey mina! if u reading this see when free then pick up ur present frm me kkays..hehh
tok 2 her almost e whole aftnn..then she like no need sleep lehh..hmm.. yepp nw she still online toking..hahh..mutation is so funn! i din noe angie was into nature too..wahaha..same species..bt of cos..her country's clouds is nicer than ours..
haiz..wanted to do my tutorials n stuff..cos i noe nxt wkend is gone..sat got installation..sun gt east coast park trial run.. then die lor..think i going to lag bhind my studies..bt then nw no motivation..hahh wad happened to the hardworking me..gone wif e wind!

had bio spa 2dae..
omg larr..so many things to do..n i still tot i could do so many things in tt short time..arghh
left with 15 mins..my trends observed and my conclusion not done..i oni started wif my graph..
end of 15 mins..scrawny lines on the graph paper..trends and conclusion scribbled..eek
i spent so much time on calibrating larr!! cos my microscope like not focused..then i tot it was clear..then let examiner check..
she asked me am i sure? i'm like huh oh wait. then to my horror..the whole image is black..goshh..duno got deduct marks not?? everyhting else okayy la..juz no time..i was writing like speed machine..sooo scared cnt finish larr..so rush..then e teacher scared me when she suddenly talk. then end of bio spa..all of us busi tokin. end result..all become depressed. hahh bt at least it's over..wheww..
kinda fall in luv wif basketball agn..aww..it's juz so lovely n nice!!! n so fortunate tt our spe is BASKETBALL!! hahh n i even found mates that luv basketball more than i do..like yeaa!
hmm..got interact agn..weizheng[president] was saying how e low attendance rate in interact club has been n yadayada..so slack larr..tell us to be more err..motivated..n organise more activities..great. interact club= thinking club=something like pw which i dun like!! bt aft tt so fun..hahh we trying to videotape well wishes by other interactors..so many classic moments siaa..the what videoclip where they make fools out of themselves..n guess wad? tis is gonna be shown as ng clip on the installation..goshh luckily i'm oni a videocamera taker..hahh realli make me luff sia..sheesh
hmm tis wk pass so fast yarr..err..forget wad i did tis week too..hmm bt nxt wk like busy lehh..gt installation..needa go tjc..gt chem test..in class gp test..pw written report..interwiew excerpt nt done..trial run nt done too..hmm..exclude the test n tutorials n pw..sound like a fun week???

hmm lots to blog abt
kayys i shall summarise using my excellent summary skills..hahhs
okie sat went out to celebrate my bdae,
u know..a gurl dressed up so nice to go out n celebrate returns home in wad flour+water+sweat attire?
haiz shld have taken my 2.4km run tt day..i run so many blocks lor..but in the end still kana..haiz waste my effort in running. bt i had my sweet revenge too..hiak hiak..
hmm whole day basically living in anticipation..duno wad they are planning to do next but SAW IS WONDERFUL MAN! whoo frens tt noe me well..hahh
err then travel a lot..then eat alot..then oil splurting on me a lot..
poor oldly nana..hahh mature is a good thing if u see in a positive view..depends on how one person sees mahh..dun moan so muchh when those tt are in their 30s wishing they can be your age. hahh
it's so relaxing to sit in the park n just tok..so refreshing! hahh so cute uhh director ..din noe excessive drinking leads to such symptoms..so cute nehh..haiz shld have take photos..bt phone down..
happy dae happy dae!!thz frens for all u did..realli appreciate okayys! hahh muaz luv u gals!
sun basically is a sleepy dae..cnt stand it larr..sleeping in the taxi..yawnn..went all the way to ang mokio for grocery shopping..haiz sian..y must mommys luv to go grocery shopping?? hahh saw michael there..omg..such a concidence..hahh study in tampines oso can meet in angmokio..aiyoo..how small singapore can be man..hahh
err roughly sun lik tt past lor..shopping..yawnn
n my bdae!!! hahh..being awaken by hp ringtone..gt sms..then i slept..then wake up agn..aiyoo..y muz they send sms so late in the nite?? hahh bt i woke yaoie up with my sms in the morning heeeee! MY BDAE!
sooo sweet of my frens! noe them for a short time yet they bought presents..woahh so nice so sweet so wadeva laa..hahh jiaying give me a soft toy pooh..hmm..did u noe..i din realli receive soft toys as bdae presents..guess tt was the first? bt is so fun! hmm most suitable present for this dae man..i swung it around n "abuse" ah qing..hahh luv this pooh so much..bt it sort of gt dirty..cos i throw it ard..up e ceiling then on e floor..yarr..then went to sumo hse..cool man..e class sang happy bdae song! hahh nice nice.
went kallang river afterwards..it was damn hot!! arghh but nevertheless..still take a lot of pictures..hahh
keep shouting s04 s04! hahhbt in e end e gals oni won a bronze..kayy it's betta than nth..hahh
me n jiaying went off 1st..shiok sia..walk ard to old airport road..it good to be walking n running ard..unlike in 30s..u cn't realli do these so much..hahh then realise i oni have a pathetic 20 cents on me..when i wanted to eat my ice jelly..arghh..tok a lot rest a lot slack a lot..hahh..jiaying is such a nice gurl..remind me of my cousin..
hmm aft tt my bdae sort of ruined a bit..went to the same place for steamboat..then my phone no batt..n the interactors are all calling me like siao..i so streesed.no mood to celebrate my bdae..then eat finish rush home on com n chat to the interactors..haiz..then finally everyhting settled then bathe n yess...cut cake..haizz then my papa n mama at there quarel..aiyoo..in the end my dad who was enthu in taping the whole cutting cake process din tape it down at all..hahh..forget it man..so tired..i lost 2hrs of sleep..eek.

remembered my dad ask me.."will u feel your youth is spent just like tt?" woahh i thought he is gonna raise smth serious..hahh..bt then he just say i like everyday spend my life in books n school..damn pathetic for a youth who is supposed to enjoying the sunshine n life. haah..been busy for e past week..then i also started to think life just pass like tt..abit sad..but can do wad? nothing.
okie. i enjoyed this week chem prac. hahh..did experiment with tea light..goshh damn fun with the tealight..hahh it was more of an art class to me..mould the wax in cone shape..then become harry potter's soccerer hat cum icecream cone.proud of wad i did man. whoo! bt in e end..it was quite a burden to me larr..so i put it on top of my fren's bag..hoping he can accidentally drop it or something..wahaha..u know it hurts to see ur beloved stuff being ruined by yourself..so might as well let others do it..as long as got memories okie le..someday back i see e photos i take of tt cone..wahaha i gonna laugh how stupid i am..hmm maybe now..hahh
took interest into basketball watching..damn exciting siaa..whoo! cheers for bb!
hahh this week is sooo sweet..no test i think tt e reason..hahh
yep n with my bdae coming..yepee..dampen my mood a bit when think abt yaoie stuff..haiz
what's life when you feel happy about your life when your best friend is not and you can do nothing to cheer her up?

it's a sat. n i woke up ard 8am..so early larr..tot sat is a sleep in dae..
went to do volunteery work..teach k1 n play with them..haah
fun. a bit tiring to take care of 3 children wif others running around in the room...hahh i funny incident..i let a grasshopper into the room. in e end duno how it get out too..hahh
err then reached home..rest awhile then out with my long time no see frens
hahh crappy as usual..such an exhausting journey bt worth it..lots of time and money wasted along e way..hahh..
went to orchard..take wrong train..then reached lerr..walked to cathay..from cathay took bus to parkway parade. overshot. walked back. played pool. cross bridge.cross bridge back. take bus to esplandae. walk around esplandae. to clarke quay. mrt home. walk to home finally.wheww..tt e overall journey route we took..it took ard 10 hrs to complete this journey..so impressive man!
bt veri funn to walk n tok crap n juz chill..cool man! lots of photos!! whOO
one horrible incident on e bus..saw tis youth kip grinning abt..then stand rite in frnt of us..then when nana n xingxing sit..he sat nxt to them..n wad he did was keep smiling and grinning..omg
u shld see tt scene..i was sitting oppo to them..then see e guy keep looking at nana n grinning..eek
then suddenly he touched nana's hp accessory..woahh we all lik at there stunned n shocked n wadeva laa..then faster change seat..xingxing kip say tt fella abit shok shok..eek
then we alight at wrong bus stop so get down to the bus oppo..then we at e oppo side waiting for bus..then it came..n guess wad? TT GUY WAS ON THIS BUS..we all so freaked out..dun dare sit..hahh in e end walk back..sheesh
hav fun taking photos mainly..especially those special photos..i command e model (nana) to shift up, down , left, rite...poor thing she..
seen by so many curious people as she was doing tt weird pose..hahh..me n xingxing half of e time at there laughing n covering our faces..so obsence siaa..hahh
bt dad scold me for coming hm late..say play so much then come work chiong e work..say as well come hm earlier n do..hahh bt youths r youths mahh..chiong a bit..busi a bit oso wun die..hahh

2dae is such a long dae. tired bt feel good. haah
ok we have tis boring dialogue qn..supposed to listen to e mighty authority which take the pain down to visit oour sch..then ask them qn..haah..realli admire those who have courage to stand in front of the mike and shoot them qn..if is me..ahaha cnt be larr uhh..
then bet wif my frens nt to tok for 1 hr. haah. bt i broke the rule in 15mins. sheesh. cos in e audi desperately loooking for seats n i desperately need to tell them where to sit and i desperately need to TALK. haah. n my mouth opened. yepp
one sch dae juz breezed past lidat. you call me recall wad had happened.. hmm. i cn realli rmb limited things. cos usual things keep happening..and i duno take note into wad minor things happening..
hmm..it's good to have a friend to cheer you up when u having ur most boring ever lessons. haah.. thz yaoie for ur "screams" n luaghters.
found out tt actualli i am into designing lorr..cos i lik editing photos then add special effects then lik to make things. haah bt tt abt it. so luckily i din join designing course or i may even regret. sumtimes, it's actualli good to miss certain things out after all.

hmm been busy for the past few daes..
catching up on work..new deadlines to meet. meetings n work..
hahh tt's life i guess.. nw i look forward to weekends man..hahh
juz ran 2.4km 2dae..clocked 15.24 mins i think..is a C
goodness i ran non-stop for 6 rounds! wahaa sometimes feel i like running..
initially abit sad abt e C grade..then realise oh still cn get gold.then cheer up lor..
cos i tot C = no gold award. whaha
these few daes go home lik a lot of things to do..do non- stop..then sumtym like nth to do oso..
life lor. haah
juz to vent my stress ateeny weeny bit here..
ARGHH 2moro gt dialogue session n wad?? exco meeting aft tt?? eekk duno gonna take up how much time!! aww then thur hav 2 pass up eom report..arghh is like i haven even start finding articles??? wad the..n wad? fri gt presentation then still gt mock spa..n i have to memorise my photosynthesis n enzymes concept when i dun even hav time for my tutorial..
wheww
ok i feel so much better now.
XCHEERzX

haiz stand infrnt agnn..debb such a sweet gurl..she offered to stand in frnt of me..awww
then it was contact time n cme which was= slacking time..hehh..
our chem tacher gonna change..frm a young sweet one..to a ..er..mature. yarr. wadeva. juz missed our original teacher.. ok so far i gt back all my results..
maths -C
gp -E
chinese -B
biology -E
chemistry -C
econs -A
immune to my results..juz one funny incident larr..tot i passed my bio at first when received my papers..is 57..woahh i see damn happy larr..then e class lik oso WHOO..then in e end found out e total marks is 120..sheesh
hahh poor yaoie..her agony..hahh better luck nnxt time..

feel stressed when adeline gave me those contacts n rules for contacting ppl n organising things..scared i nt up to it lehh..
haizz..feel tt i am so immature..whenn will i grow upp?? sometimes i plan to do those things then end up nt doin it well..woahh damn sad man..i nt lik tis me lor..realli wish i get to experience n learn to be more adult like..cos around me..everyone is growing up so rapidly..is like i am e oni one tt is still wondering there..abit afraid.
scared of changing myself..feel very lost..will i be a better person or a person muchh worse than now? wanna keep parts of me bt change parts of me at e same time..confused..am i thinking too much? shld i juz continue lidat? or shld i change to be lik my seniors in interact club..realli admire them..they r lik so mature..responsible..i wanna to learn their merits..be a more positive person n at e same time help ppl around me..arghh i am nt doing enuff nw..

ytd was a very slack day..
spe..then bio..n i pon! hehh..wanna tell those tt r reading my blog..an impt lesson learnt! tt is nt to pon ani classes! sad for me..everytime i pon my classes..there WILL pe retribution..sad. saem for poning bio larr..we pon then stay in canteen slack..who noes our bio teacher is sitting at e next table! goshh..so scared kana cuahgt by her larr..keep wishing she nv saw or hear us..
we cleared up n ran away..hehh..tt e result for being a bad student..hmm juz slack e whole..basically..is full revision for chinese orals later..arghh keep stuttering over my conservations..eek.
slacking time is up. time for orals. woahh i din noe orals was gonna be so open! is lik e examiners test u infrnt of the classes..whooo..nervous nervous n nervous..juz hope i did well..i managed well for the reading part..toking..argh..is a goner man..juz hope i do well larr..PLEASE
hmm then went home discussed details of paranoma wif frens..take bus 10 2 her hse..cool man..i juz lik taking bus in e aftnn..it's soo enjoyable! haaa then in e end..end up taking cab 2 esplanade aft i reached her hse..diaoo..
din expect e show 2 start so soon..overall it's ok larr.din noe our sch gt talents..hahh bt compared to international standards..err..way to go man..i lik e lightings man..though some irritaingly shone on me..so colourful! hahh..was zooming in to ah qing yaoie maggie..cn't realli see shuli..
oO so excited to see them performing siaa..gt a feel of glory for them..hahh worked so hard..yepp it paid off..hahhs then later take photos lik siaoo..hahh here take there take..woo i realli aspire to be a photographer someday..
class wanna go old market..bt lik veri far n our legs are tired..soo e rest of e class went..me debb n jiaying juz went e opppo marina n shopp hahh..realli shld hav brought a camer man gurl..hmm then was thinking of sleepover at her hse cos i lazi go hm..in e end i took bus home..long journey..
on e bus gt tis uncle keep staring back..eek make me feel so uneasy..at night mahh..then my fone agn shui shui no batt..
lucky e next day no lessons..hahh sleep till shiok shiok..
ARGHH I MISSED GERMANY MATCH!!!
so 2dae i swear tt i will wtch!! arghh!! so mad at myself for nt wtching..realli wanted to wtch larr..hmm juz slack a while then went to do pw interview..woahh i nv been to a counselling centre..
e counsellor over there said tt previously..there are many students tt wanted interviews wif tis centre too..there we were lik woahh..is e topic realli so popular..bt tt was in e past..wanted to do one mroe interview..end up slcaking at macs..hahhs..then headed home..
i went jogging. cos feel so unhealthy..lik e whole jun hol i din even do a tiny weeny exercise..
it feels so marvellous to run larr..wind e wind..then music..hahh i listening to e radio as i jogged.
juz so nice to run! haahh

2dae's youth dae
bt youth doesn't sound veri youthful lehh..wahaa i juz slack at home lor..wad youth is this? haa
ok nw i veri into skies. around 6+ 7pm..i will stand at e windows n start snapping wif my camera phone..goodness..the skies realli so beauuuutiful! sumtyms gt pinkish orange skies..then gt e sun lik egg yolk kinda colour..then e clouds oso veri pretty..gt shapes..then if lucky on a windy dae..can see them drift past..so cool! juz wanna share this feeling around larr..e skies r so remarkable..n it's juz up there..u look up n u cn see it! omg..luv it luv it luv it!!
ok tis morning i set my alarm at 8am..go jogging..bt in e end..i oni woke up at 10am..n din jog le..hehh n i had a continous dream. definition? means having a dream..then wake up..then sleep..and then continue the dream i had earlier..sooo cool! bt nw i remember bits oni..all jumbled up..
one part i dreamt of shuli then yaoie..n yaoie finished all her hw or smth..then another part.. i dreamt mina was lying moodlessly on e bed..woah my dreams r veri..hmm..no storyline.. wahaha
n i was supposed to interview a psychologist for pw..in e end is changed to wed..oO soo looking forward 2 2moro nite. nt aftnn. stupid chinese oral..soo scared i stammer..
oo nana call me lerr..cool my dream works! haaa kk stop here or i will or i continue more crap

okie..i changed my skins a lots of times..bt oni e original one works..
i duno wad this means..am i gonna use tis skin 4eva? oh my oh my..
spent duno how many nites trying to make it work..including advices..copying n pastin million times..n nothing. my posts r gone. in e end i give up. use my original one. n it works. sheesh
n lots happen during e time i din blog..
like common tests..arghh so disapppointed wif my chinese..n yarr..i gonna be disappointed for e rest of e h2 subj..esp bio..din expect them to mark so strictly..currently in depress mode larr
sad tt results lidat..duno sumhow..i feel veri empty lehh..duno y oso. lik i let myself down..din really reach my expectations..sobxx then yarr i more think more depressed.. so i was saying to my fren we go rooftop 2gether 1dae..whahaa
haiz..buck up lor..oh n e results of e interview cheered me up..
tis is e interview for interact de..hmm then i was so nervous b4 tt..kip jumping around..
goodness thn my turn. i went in n saw THEM sitting around lik u-shaped..they ask me qn bt i cnt hear them..arghh..then keep "huh"..uncountable times..then shift the chair infrnt..i realli shld change my ears! eek then they start asking..bt i din expect their qn timings to be slack..is lik they ask 1 qn..then waited a while..then ask another..or either..i din tok enuff? wahahaa forget it it's over. WOOOOHOO think i gonna die in future job interviews..haa
then went hm slp. heex duno y these few daes so tired..yawnn..then woke up gt miss call frm e senior..aiyo abit scared..muz be e results..then call..then WOOOHOOO finance director!! WHEEE..i so happy i jump arund my hse!!
i muz prove myself man. muz! aiyo..scared i tok no action..eek hate me.
tis weekend shiok man wif youth dae...though i think gonin 2 do proj..argh
2dae sent back e maid..feel bad laa..then another new de come..wonder hw she feels..sorry.