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this week started off wif an essay test. abt prejudice n discrimnation i wrote. weird. i will know it when i get my essay back when sch reopens. hehh
then e rest of e week is so "fun". as in i left only my hands busy writing during tutorials n lectures when my mind is drifting somewhere else. tsk. like cannot concentrate lo.. then tue aft sch went play bball wif luilui qing they all..
cool man they as crazy abt bball as me..hahhh^^
always wanted to start on my revision. then delayed or too lazy or simply tired. till wed when i found my necklace back. which i lost it long ago. then duno why started to revise on bio. bt i like veri slow lehh..others already revising so much n i done so little. feel so laggy. hmm maybe i will do better when there is serious time constraint? though time is tight now? hmm excuses.
bt i had so muchh fun 2dae. again i meant to start on my revision. then ended up playing bball. BUT IT'S SO MUCH FUN. played in e rain. played till e whole uniform was drenched.played till my hair was as though it came out of a shower. SHIOK! aft promos we shall continue! whoo. hahh
haiz 2mr teacher's day. gonna see old classmates then dine. hmm. will it be awkward toking to them huhh..alwaes nt very good with words. hee bt muz claim my vouchers from the school b4 it expires. wanted to pom sch 2mr so more time fro teacher visiting. bt then there is this important alkene tutorial which i want to attend. basically cos i not paying attention to e lecutes. hahh ok i deserve tt. n e aces dae exercise.aww. bt good to be in e sunshine huh?

out in the world, many have suffered. being raped, endured humilations n stuff.
n me? e humilations i have is nothing compared to theirs. feel sad for them.
cos they cn't even turn for help n r so lost n helpless.
y e world has so much unjustice n discriminations?
see how many people have succumbed to others' beliefs or their supposed rights.
sometimes it's a torture to read the newspapers.
the whole paper is on bullies, cheats, deaths, scandals, killings.
more negative things than positive? pathetic.
if only everyone cn treat each other equally..
hahh i dun even do the things i said.no wonder these things happen.

erm.this week shld be more free larr. hahh cos there is only essay test on mon. then no more deadlines for tests or presentations.soley revision n tutorials. plus this week is gonna be a short one! woot. went to mrs koh hse for class gathering on fri. me n jiaying din really noe where is e address. wad's worse is, we r carrying a tray of beehoon the size of 2 drawing blocks. we walked around..cradling it. n the shape of tray dent until so horrendous larr. rectangular shape become dog bone shape. hahh n perspired so much..walked for blocks without knowing where we r cos we alight at e wrong bus stop..hahh we met jeffy dwnstairs so at once..we threw e tray onto him. hahh hmm we e earliest. argh despite wasting so much time walking about. watched SHUTTER at her hse. e movie was nice. bt i feel it will be nicer with e clsoed windows n dark settings n lesser revealing of the contents of the show frm classmates. tried to scare rui bt she wtched it once already.so no use.eek. then played cards thrghout e nite. phototaking. walked back to e sch n beyond to take bus. nice nite to walk along the streets then lay ur head back to look at the skies. NICE

sat. haircut day. bought clothes too. haiz. wanted to spend my whole dae studying. nw my revision haven even started larr..eek bt nevertheless..it's good to be out in the sunshine though i quarrelled wif my mum over the bus. hahh such trival stuff huhh. okayy! i enjoy eating hawker food e most.cheap.n lots of variety. LASKA HOKKIEN MEE LOR MEE SATAY CHICKEN WINGS ICE JELLY WANTON MEE whoooooooo.typical singaporean.hahh n my appetite increased since this year. hehh cool man.
SUNDAYYYY worked on integration.eek so boring for a sunday.hahh heck la. spend my day doing tutorials. e only regret is i haven touch on my revision yet!
n wad happened in e weekdays i kinda forgot. only remb recent stuff. hehhhhhhh

fireworks r sooo sparkly n juz brighten up e whole sky!
e pic of me holding my new bdae present n my breaksfast..thz jiaying!
this supposed to be scary pic is taken in e dark com lab..wahahh look like e horror movie, the maid rite? hahh tt's me under e national- day free- towel..hahh n e fella behind is one without a body..hahhh!
















i punched e seat with my ultra strong n mighty fist. look at e plight of the chair..betta nt provoke me huhh WAHAHAH




i gonna fail my gp..juz done my gp quiz..alot is aga aga..
blame me for nt reading newspapers..

me: i failed my gp
teacher: u have urself to blame
me: no time mahh
teacher: is u duno hw to mange ur time
me: where gt? i everydae gt stuff on!
teacher: other students r busy like u too
me: $^%&%
wahahh..let me vent my unhappiness here..
2dae presentation oso so unprepared..she might as well just take e grade of e 1st presentation..
eekk..then we not ready..n then produce low standard of work..then she mark us down..then wad's e use?
arghhh n tt stupid gp quiz..yes is all my fault actualli..hahh dun feel like reading newspapers..yepp n tt e end result.
eeek so going to be dead.
meant to sleep ytd at 8pm. cos i realli lack of sleep these few daes..in e end i slept at 12+..eek cos of e dumb gp presentation. e editing..e last minute addition of new parts..write up n..arghhh cn see how irritable i cn be when i dun have my sleep!!!
haiz poor com. sorry. I WANNA SLEEP. badly.

yea this week is over! whoo!
seems like i oni hav time to blog during weekends huh?
so many things happened n i overcame it all! yesha
frm tue's chem test to sat's econs test. wheww
think i gonna score quite badly for my be insights.
din realli noe wad i was doing..plan my outline bt then din realli stick to it..then i was in doubt wif myself..
in e end..ahh it's over.
i was sooo cold n shivering yet my mind have to think soo much?? n my tummy growled so many times. arghh
it's over over over.
spent nites sleeping late..resulting in panda's eyes..lethargic..sleepy..headache..habit of closing eyes for few seconds then opening agn..eeek
oops..think i complained too much harr..okie
aft econs we went to relax!! horror movie is such a nice way to destress larr..u scream u shout u fear n frightened.then end of the movie u r tired cos ur energy like drained off or smth..hahh yesh tt wad i did for wtching ghost game. abit scary..it's all e sudden insertion of these ghosts that freak me out..i was like holding my bag my to my eyes..then another hand grabbing the arm of e seat..woah like sitting roller coaster huhh? hahh exaggerating!
sad week is this man. like never realli went out to see how nice the sun looks like. as in tired of seeing the skies frm sch or home. sad. spending my life in books n notes. bt where's e use?
bt most impt is to persevere lar. think tt y i come to jc wad..dunwan to let my parents down too. hahh
okie i slept oni 5hrs ytd. continue sleeping...snore*

ok whew. nw oni e 1st day of this wk..n I AM FEELING SO STRESSED
hahh ok 2mr i have chem test..then wed maths lecture test..thur compre test n sat econs BE insight!
omg
i realli shld have planned my time better.
bt i had a great weekend..
sat's fireworks was extraordinary man! e last part was veri nice..it kept shooting up more n more n more..
whoo..almost like it covered up the whole sky..woah..then e fireworks was so much tt like cn be reached..whoo..
finally went out wif nana..hahh went wtch click..it's so funny..the dog n e duck! bt realli, isiz so fun doing tt to a non living thing? hmm no one knows how a dog think..hahhh
fri was so tiring..had service learning then went fireworks wtching frm deb's hse..omg her hse is so nice wif decorations like those of a luxury hotel room..hahh
n i was so gullible to believe jiaying when she said deb jumped dwn frm her 14th floor apartment right down into e pool..yadayada i actualli even wanted to try out..sheesh..okok! hey i noe somewhere in my mind tt she is lying lorr..sort of believe her somehow..she so serious when she said hw shocked she is n everything..eek
..noe this incredible old woman at e age of 80. whoosh. she is so..err..knowlegable..n know lotsa philosophies of life..like one sld set goals or in future will regret..then a stuff abt fate too..woah i hear alreadi sorta feel sad. cos i dun realli noe wad i wanna do wif my future..i juz wanna wtch to tt pt then i will reallit sit down n think..no use planning nw if everything keeps changing. no wonder they said jc was the thinking stage- where you think of one of the many routes u wanna take aft jc. okay. bt e moment is nt nw yet. it's nxt yr. hahh
n nw tt i am so tired wif e stuff nw..how isiz possible for me to think of the future? okay..e foresight stuff..hahh hmm mayb i juz wanna lead an ordianry life and just feel content n happy for the rest of my life?
tot i had a proper rest this week.bt nop. fri slept at 2am. sat slept at 1am. n i woke up at 7am at both daes to do homework. goshh yawnn..tt y i am so irritable or easily stoned. or high easily.wadeva
like 2dae. i cn even sleep in a bus full of people.i mean realli sleep. nt sleeping in ur subconscious mind or smth. oh man. i want my bed. n my sleep.

so nice!!!!
taken frm my hse! singapore has such wonderful skies..
aww so pretty so pretty so pretty!!!! whoo

waahha..e naughty pon sch! hehh
i still tot my parents will scold me when i told thm i skipping e national day celebrations.
to my surprise, they have no reaction.
glad. i nid this dae to rest. hahh
abit moody.
y r things so complicated? how i wish he dun exists. bt he does. tt e reality.
haiz..i realli need to grow up..things are nt as naive as i thought.
bt wad cn i do? nothing i can do..then see her so sad oso cn do wad?
cheer up .dun think so much.
sometimes feel sad for her..i realli duno hw to go abt helping her? at least make her happier? bt how larrr
hmm supposed to wtch fireworks..din go in e end. knida disappointed.

went to east coast park agn. hahh. for e sake of pw. n woah there lots of people there on national dae man!
borrowed skates to play. and is like we guys struggled all e way frm e rent shop thrgh e underpass to e hdb flat there.
on skates! n i nt tt pro aft all. hahh..lots of screams n luffing
then there r steep slopers at e undepass. ok. nt tt steep. bt frm e view of one who is on skates? yes. very thrilling.
then i like din hold anything for support n go down all e way frm e top of the slope.
i screamed all e way down. omg. it was like sitting on roller coaster. hahh n i din noe how to brake.
e worse part of skating is u noe how to skate bt u duno hw to stop. hahh..
i zoomed down then slammed into e wall infrnt of me. luckily i had my hands. oh thz hands. hahh
bt still knocked on my cheeks. damn "thrilling" experience man.
hahh.. then took like so much time to travel to e basketball court. alot of wobbly- nearly fall movements. hahh tried playing bball on skates. was fun though!
then went back home n slept.duno y nwadeas feel so tired.hehh.wtched ndp. had great dinner. my mum cooked smth of restaurant standard..sour n spicy fish n chilli crabs..so cool sia.yummy!
how time pass. abit scary n frightening. it's realli so sweet to be young n everything. i am stil 17. wheww.. i still gt time to spare. unlike those alreadi wif more than half of their lives gone. argh. realli hav to cherish time.
my dad was saying how ppl like him have trouble finidng jobs if sacked when us youths cn go job hunt n job-hopping. yeaa he was right man. if u were 100 years old, u wished for a moment when u r 17 agn n it will nv ever happen. bt if u at least grasp on n make full use n cherish this youth years..mayb u wouldn't regret it as much as when u r in ur aged years. how beautiful things are bt how shortlived they are. oops going pessimistic huhh
awaes look on e bright side of life!

photos taken on installation dae.
hmm tis one is wif darren..haiyarr i trying to make cock eye face bt ended off laughing..
so this is the effect.
n yeshh this is inteact club!


yawnn 2dae suchh a long dae.
ended sch ard 5pm. yawn.
this is e first time in jc i dozed off in class..
dozed off in maths..shut my eyes in bio n slept in chinese class..
headache..then flu cough bt no i am nt sick
n mon has e most tutorials lessons..arghh..
except recess. so enthu la..singing e national day songs in the canteen!
WHERE I BELONG WHERE I KEEP MY HEART N SOUL! waahhaa
hmm..e rest of e day pass thrugh as a blur..
n yes the last lesson was hilarious man..din noe e guys in our class so good at drama n acting n stuff..
hahh realli LOL mann..e econs supply n demand curve was represented by actual humans doing the graph..was damn funni larr..i luff till my whole head red!
hmm the next 3 daes like so mani things to do..lots of catching up..hahh yesh nana finally meeting u n yaoie nxt sat! free free free!!! WHOOO
strangely..i came home nt tt tired alreadi..hahh yepp so i ended up blogging to u commie..woah interact club has so many touching testimonials! too bad time pass fast n little time to gather ard wif e j2..sad la..cn oni wait till e end of e yr..like juz started to get to noe them niaa..hmm end of year..hehh then shall go cranky..
n one thing to say to the interact club:
I LUV U GUYS FRM BOTH EXCOS! U GALS/GUYS ROZZ! hehhh hehe thz for everyhting seniors done n yeshh great time wif 06' exco..yeshh nice cooperation man!

realli like no motivation to start studying..n when teachers tell us 8 more wks to promo..like sorta immune to it..eekk think my grades gonna suffer wif differentiation..organic chem n stuff..yada yada 1st prob to solve is catch up wif work 1st.. err easier said than done..wif national day's celebration..bound to go out n play..whahaa see how it goes then. argh hate this lazy me.yawn.
BUCK UP!!!!!!

WHOOO IT'S OVER FINALLY YESH!!
hahhh..yepp installation over..woots! had such an enjoyable ytd..
though is started off with a boring maths lect..hahh then aft tt went to play netball wif some so4 b4 heading off back to LT1 to practise e dance agn..abit frantic at e last min..they want some more deco up cos it looks like celebrating someone's bdae..hahh deco was nt up then veri disorganised. then bought mac bt then we ate it oni when we are free..[when we are ushering the guest] WAHAHAA.
patrolled ard e sch..woah feel like security guard..somemore where the blazer..n those stiff shoes..eek..hahh then felt werd ushering..as in duno how to tok to them..aiyarr heck la..i juz show them they way..wahaha..
aft done wif ushering went back to LT1, woah veri nice lehh wif e lit tealight candles..aww..
then so nervous when it reached the dance item..eek..sang lor..ok juz glad tt it's over! whee! e funni part is thye show the ng video for well wishes for the seniors..hahh damn funni cn..whaaa..for the last part..we went back to sing friends forever..bt u noe gt lotsa raps n we oni noe e chorus..err..is like we lalala all e way till the chorus then we sing as we go on..blahh..hahh..at then when we sway..keep banging into each other..aiyoo..bt so fun! everyone so high n singing together without knowing the lyrics..hahh luckily e whole thing ended off okkay..realli tot it will be a flop..thz goodness whee!
then LOTSA photo taking..hahh wif e senior n 06'exco..hahheveryone squeeze n sweat like hell..hahh then resort to scooping ice frm the drink cos there was no more drinks..hahh then popping off balloons..i accidentally hit faddy's head when i wanted to pop the balloon with a broom..hahh so sry! then our president treated us to bubbletea..soo good!! n gt beautiful presents frm adeline..sort of feel guilty oni giving her a nceklace when she gave me so many sweet gifts..esp choco! wahhaa then mr chew treated us to dinner..
we e jc1 wanted to save money for chew chew..then ordered like some veggies chicken n fried rice..to our horror..we turned back n saw e j2 enjoying prawns crab steamboat..WOAHH then as they ordered more..we ended up waiting for them..yenyin then wanted to go buy present for huiyan..we were lik trying to hide e present when we returned..buta in the end..huiyan tot i was buying some gurls' thing? hahh duno oso..juz hide it frm her..wahahaa
our president like drunk like tt..keep drinking water like wine n then as he drank more..he become lamer..uh-oh.
alot of crapping ard then went to take neos n headed home..so tiring..yawnn..
cos i lack of sleep for the past wk bcosof e installation..i went home n bathe n slept..waahha how i wished i have more than 24 hrs in a day..cos i am lagging behind my tutorials n my revision haven start when my class are alreadi starting..eeekk..n more things are goin to happen..
for instance..econs test..maths lecture test..pw written report..gp presentation woahh all e major stuff..
bt still i look forward to nxt wk cos oni studying on mon n fri! WHEEE who cares?!

woah..this week damn stressed
starting frm mon got to stay back aft sch for interact nearly everydae except thur. n u noe y thur no need to stay back?
bcos there is this spa trial n chem test n gp essay test..n end quite late..ard 3.30pm n my dae juz started oni..
played bball wif ah qing as she went my hse..finally..like finally she went to my hse..hahh..cos no fate..so she finally did come to my hse..realli lor..bball is more enjoyable wif more ppl..hhah..n i finally found one sport gurl..hahh
she say y nt one day go try out all e sports..swimming then badminton then bball..woah same species..hahh
then went back to sch then head off to tjc..eek..interact's fault..oops.. i mean..err..yeaa thz for this chance to interact with other people form other schs..hahh..i dozed off a bit during their installation..hahh..n tjc destroyed the beautiful song larr..so sad...if u believe in miralces..such a nice song! hahh..veri formal n rigid n stiff..juz sat there throughout..cool man..whole dae study..then layed bball n still gt mood to sit throughout the installation n hear their talks..woah. hahh then again think of interact stuff until headache..
no time bt so many things to do..nt done..not organised
even nw on fri..lots of things undone..deco stuff nt up yet..haizz sort of worry how we gona perform 2moro man..realli like my senior man..such a good person..woah no wonder is vp..hahh SUCH A GOOD PERSON HE IS hehh
n then blow balloons..running abt the lecture theatre..then rushing to sing for the item..then have to hang up this n that paste that n this..woah..n till 6+ we still stuck in there..struggling to make 2moro a better dae..
n guess wad? 2moro gt tis maths lecture..haiz then aftt tt immediately go practise n deco agn..
bt the happy thing is aft this week..everything is so much better..though kinda lagg in this week in tuotirals n stuff..bt got 3 free daes in nxt week..though i day used up for pw n shopping..hmm..
ok. i will try to catch up wif my work esp diffrentation..eek..y e teacher teach so fast laa..do tutorial 4 when ppl still at tutorial 1??? eek
finally aft 2mr everything gonna be fine..at least tt wad i think laa uhh..hahh jiayou! PS i never forget my loved ones okkayy ?? miss u n hope to see u gals nxt sat through video or in perosn or wadeva larr..hahh