Tuesday, October 21, 2008
freak.lost my freaking phone.
OMG.
so damn smart belle.
lose your bloody phone in this particular week
the week where u have ur internet connection down,
and now what?
totally technology handicapped
goodness.
headaches.
easing temples*
poor phone
in memorial of whichever freaking hell idiot
heartless, cold, selfless
took my phone n never intended to return
oh poor thing, u.
we only had such a short connection
before that u were sent to simei sony ericsson
(cos i accidentally dropped u into an icebox)
then when u returned, i was glad
at the same time, i still couldn't adapt to u
finally when i did,
this had to happen..
IN MEMORIALS OF K850I
REST IN PEACE WITH THAT DREADED IDIOT
WHOSE UGLY FRIGGING NAILS ARE TOUCHING ALL OVER YOU NOW
went deep digging into my bag,
hoping it will appear*
throughout the whole day,
felt so lost without my phone
and when i see my frens texting,
i had the urge to pull out my phone from the middle pocket which i had always placed,
only to realise it's no longer there
oh phone
sighs and sighs and sighs and continue sigh-ings
oh where are you'
visit me in my dreams ok?
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
a guy fall for me. today.
quite literally.
i couldnt' remember his face.
thinking back, i forgot how he looked like already.
but,
i remembered what i said to him.
'careful'
WOOTS~
if only guys fall for me all over the place!
i prolly be scrambling about to help them up
saying tons of 'are you alright?'
heex.
still, every single thing in life make my day.
sunflowers and daisies come out more often, please.
or should i linger around the staircases,
waiting for them to fall?
*sly smiles*
Monday, October 06, 2008
空虚。虽然忙碌，
但不曾清楚在做什么。
我的人生，
毫无头绪。
那少了我一个，
宇宙还是存在，
时间也不会为我，
而改变什么。
好不容易，
又撑过一个星期。。
会有点喘不过气。
也知道其他人和我一样，
都在挣扎着。
最要不得的是，
大学不是靠努力就行得通的
我还在寻找，
在捉摸之中，
最完美的答案。
可是，
他存在吗？
pardon me.
just felt like writing in chinese.
manymany events in past week:
lunar w wenlin,kelsey,pris
TESTS!?!(1/3 tests completed)
presentation(screwed up)
1101 project team at town
vang's bdae surprise at her house
i compared myself with the past me.
and.
i am worried.
that i have become more self-centred.
prolly i had no time to do much self evaluation,
but this is no excuse.
Cos' i met this girl who reminded me of
innocence.
Which i have kinda lost it in this society.
Worse still, i may have lost my identity.
what happen to the girl?
at least i know,
somewhere inside,
i am still the girl
who wants her sea breezes.
to suck on her chocolates.
and her ideal summerhouse by the beach.
i'm afraid that i ran out of time to use of:
i haven't have dinner w my parents,
i haven't have been in touch w my closest friends,
i haven do much volunteer work lately,
i haven't sit down and stare at the skies,
like how all it used to be.
i'm afraid my heart just ran out of space.