Wednesday, July 05, 2006
feel stressed when adeline gave me those contacts n rules for contacting ppl n organising things..scared i nt up to it lehh..haizz..feel tt i am so immature..whenn will i grow upp?? sometimes i plan to do those things then end up nt doin it well..woahh damn sad man..i nt lik tis me lor..realli wish i get to experience n learn to be more adult like..cos around me..everyone is growing up so rapidly..is like i am e oni one tt is still wondering there..abit afraid.
scared of changing myself..feel very lost..will i be a better person or a person muchh worse than now? wanna keep parts of me bt change parts of me at e same time..confused..am i thinking too much? shld i juz continue lidat? or shld i change to be lik my seniors in interact club..realli admire them..they r lik so mature..responsible..i wanna to learn their merits..be a more positive person n at e same time help ppl around me..arghh i am nt doing enuff nw..








