Monday, August 14, 2006
ok whew. nw oni e 1st day of this wk..n I AM FEELING SO STRESSEDhahh ok 2mr i have chem test..then wed maths lecture test..thur compre test n sat econs BE insight!
omg
i realli shld have planned my time better.
bt i had a great weekend..
sat's fireworks was extraordinary man! e last part was veri nice..it kept shooting up more n more n more..
whoo..almost like it covered up the whole sky..woah..then e fireworks was so much tt like cn be reached..whoo..
finally went out wif nana..hahh went wtch click..it's so funny..the dog n e duck! bt realli, isiz so fun doing tt to a non living thing? hmm no one knows how a dog think..hahhh
fri was so tiring..had service learning then went fireworks wtching frm deb's hse..omg her hse is so nice wif decorations like those of a luxury hotel room..hahh
n i was so gullible to believe jiaying when she said deb jumped dwn frm her 14th floor apartment right down into e pool..yadayada i actualli even wanted to try out..sheesh..okok! hey i noe somewhere in my mind tt she is lying lorr..sort of believe her somehow..she so serious when she said hw shocked she is n everything..eek
..noe this incredible old woman at e age of 80. whoosh. she is so..err..knowlegable..n know lotsa philosophies of life..like one sld set goals or in future will regret..then a stuff abt fate too..woah i hear alreadi sorta feel sad. cos i dun realli noe wad i wanna do wif my future..i juz wanna wtch to tt pt then i will reallit sit down n think..no use planning nw if everything keeps changing. no wonder they said jc was the thinking stage- where you think of one of the many routes u wanna take aft jc. okay. bt e moment is nt nw yet. it's nxt yr. hahh
n nw tt i am so tired wif e stuff nw..how isiz possible for me to think of the future? okay..e foresight stuff..hahh hmm mayb i juz wanna lead an ordianry life and just feel content n happy for the rest of my life?
tot i had a proper rest this week.bt nop. fri slept at 2am. sat slept at 1am. n i woke up at 7am at both daes to do homework. goshh yawnn..tt y i am so irritable or easily stoned. or high easily.wadeva
like 2dae. i cn even sleep in a bus full of people.i mean realli sleep. nt sleeping in ur subconscious mind or smth. oh man. i want my bed. n my sleep.








