Sunday, October 29, 2006
ever since i'm in jc, i know tt there will be lesser indulgements.e leisure of getting cosy in e sofa, reading a book n listening to my fabulous music.
lazing n sleeping.
think tt there will seldom be time for these in e near future. life maybe going full speed nxt year.
non-stop. woosh.
i dunwanna use my brain so much. in this world, where everything requires explanation n everchanging trends. sometimes it's eating into u. at such an age 17, already, experienced tiredness. in pleasing people in this practical world. the false masks n all that. pathetic.
mayb some just fit into e world, bt some struggle to get e approvals, just for a happy day.
to slog ur guts out for a happy day has nt much satisfaction as those days where u get happy without much effort being put in to make it an enjoyable day. bt sadly, it doesn't come so easy.
harr.really wish for a world where naive minds still exist.
so childish of me to think of tt. stupid me. if only i can make a mask tt is so happy tt is doesn't stop smiling 24 hrs around. n i cn still frown at ease behind tt mask.
went vivo went mina n xingxing. slacked at starbucks aft all tt walking. think mina really wanted to wtch a movie huh? played with cam phone, continously taking shots of xingxing n mina. tsktsk. think they are so fed up tt they r so helpless n end up doing nothing to shun my cam phone. so i just snap snap snap n snap. happy moments. hehh me n mina will trying to stop xingxing frm smoking. hahh dun let her get out of air conditioned areas. muahahaa
cos i wanna go home for dinner, mina arranged programmes for nite le. later at e park, xingxing n i were planning to record our ringtones. my evil laughters n e honey part.
hehh so proud of my voice huh. xingxing did an omg ringtone for me. hahh
to xingxing: i customised my ringtone to tt. whoo! so everyone who call me will get to hear ur marvellous voice! hahh!