Saturday, February 10, 2007
felt so desperate for helpersso weird to be the one working alone
asking myself the responisibilities of e job again and again.
so much effort.
isiz worth it?
i set up my mind so nt going to get involved aft this week.
it's eating my precious time up.
i dun wan.
sometimes it's so easy to make friends,
bt hard to trust one.
truly.
never have i been open to any1 totally.
always, there's an unspoken distance.
tt y i rather rely on myself
or them to depend on me
juz in case sum1 disappoint me
to disappoint others is nt as heart wrecking as
someone disappointing you
bt i believe tt these will make me stronger
though i'm nt doing a very good job,
i guess.
i juz wanna skip this episode of my life.
smile more gal.
it's okay.








