Monday, October 06, 2008
空虚。虽然忙碌，
但不曾清楚在做什么。
我的人生，
毫无头绪。
那少了我一个，
宇宙还是存在，
时间也不会为我，
而改变什么。
好不容易，
又撑过一个星期。。
会有点喘不过气。
也知道其他人和我一样，
都在挣扎着。
最要不得的是，
大学不是靠努力就行得通的
我还在寻找，
在捉摸之中，
最完美的答案。
可是，
他存在吗？
pardon me.
just felt like writing in chinese.
manymany events in past week:
lunar w wenlin,kelsey,pris
TESTS!?!(1/3 tests completed)
presentation(screwed up)
1101 project team at town
vang's bdae surprise at her house
i compared myself with the past me.
and.
i am worried.
that i have become more self-centred.
prolly i had no time to do much self evaluation,
but this is no excuse.
Cos' i met this girl who reminded me of
innocence.
Which i have kinda lost it in this society.
Worse still, i may have lost my identity.
what happen to the girl?
at least i know,
somewhere inside,
i am still the girl
who wants her sea breezes.
to suck on her chocolates.
and her ideal summerhouse by the beach.
i'm afraid that i ran out of time to use of:
i haven't have dinner w my parents,
i haven't have been in touch w my closest friends,
i haven do much volunteer work lately,
i haven't sit down and stare at the skies,
like how all it used to be.
i'm afraid my heart just ran out of space.