Monday, February 16, 2009
blogging is when you feel like it;
it turns you off when u don't like the font.
it puts you off writing when you realised you just forgot the moments in your life.
it disgusts you when you realised the unforgotten facts just accumulate
and so what's left are outdated posts.
so you feel like you rather spend your time on some other meaningful stuff than to blog on what had already happened
yet sometimes you realised that you lost that touch of yours
and only then,
there is this sudden surge of passion,
to fall in love with blogging again.
and while this sudden spark is here,
i wanna say in 09`
i had many of my firsts.
my first time watching a dramatic love tragedy at the start of 2009, 0000hrs,
receiving roses on valentine's,
and also many of my second and third times,
losing my phone again.
Rest assured; i have not changed my number.
and if u call me,
most prolly i will answer instantly since it's hanging down from my neck.
i have fulfilled some of my secrets.,that is to :
1.stroll down the parks and capture spilt seconds of life
2.fly kites
3.loving my family more
let's not be greedy and hope that i can fulfil just 3 wishes out of the millions i made to the sky!~
as heard,why do some photographers not like to be taken pictures of...
because.
it's better to miss being in the photo,
than miss taking a great photo.
OMG. OMGOMG.
it's so totally true.
like i would bring a spare batt( though sometimes i forgot to charge that!)
lying all around the floor
and disregarding others' queer looks..
just for a pretty picture!
and i will be satisfied and relieved that i did all that,
in exchange for that spilt second.
though i rather spend my money on clothes than a DSLR camera.
THIS WILL BE MY ASPIRATION AND ONLY MOTTO IF I EVER TO BECOME A PHOTOGRAPHER.
secretly desires a DSLR CAMERA!~
sometimes, i wonder how far i could go if i were to take on another different path in life.
well life's an accumulation of the uncontrollable actions that people do.
you never know any decision, good or bad, that you made had actually just steered your life in another direction
sad to say, humans can only find their final destination upon death or beyond.
and there's no use getting a time machine cos' whatever you do, it has an impact on other little things in life,
that accumulate to make a special change in your life.
people, you should really go watch/read 'the curious case of benjamin buttons'
it has an insightful storyline and leaves one pondering
and for a moment in the cinemas,
i was actually just looking at the audience infront of me,
wondering how i could actually share some time of my life being in the same cooped area with these complete strangers,
thinking about the same thing; that how life is so intriguing.
and i am stunned by the fact that how people can be so disinterested in finding out the meaning of life?
by snoring in the cinemas..
warning about the 3hr duration of the slow and meticulous details about benjamin button's life*
playing 'Lucky', Jason Mraz on loop.
...I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend.
Lucky to have been where I have been.
Lucky to be coming home again...
how lucky it is to be in love with your best friend.
you instantly gain a listener and a lover.
oh, it hurts double when you lose him.
well,i bet i will never see 'him' in my whole life.
i arn't that lucky
but still there's fate~
----till my blogging passion dies off. yet again.