Wednesday, May 27, 2009

finally found my 1st vacaction job, i weekly: BIG IDEA
promoting to you:

TATA!! drums roll**
i'm glad to make it through the vicious hot weather.
With free OTO massages, music entertainment and live shows,
slurping bubbleteas and chilled drinks,
what more can u ask in a job?!
tongue in cheek**
coming up next: FOOD FAIR!!
prepares to slice up abalone**
hitting on the digit 2 soon
reflecting back:
feel like a flop. just like 2years back.
i need to be more judgemental, decisive
it sucks to have ur heart wavering though ur mind is set on it
and my world seems so small
hardly anyone gets in
i dontt know what i want anymore
and end up trying everything
it got worse
day be day
like an empty shell
i am thinking:
i may have just lost my courage,
my soul,
my passion,
in the journey of life
what am i looking for?








